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Weekend Upate. [30 May 2008|10:57am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Todays Top Story...
             I have the most amazing guy in my life right now. He just gets me. We think the same about so many things about relationships and a lot of other things. He has his own agenda but he always makes enough time for us. My roommates all like him which is important, and Hannah said Benny told her this is the first guy I have introduced him to that he really likes on the first impression. He said he seems "real". My brothers opinion on the guy im dating is probably the most important to me, so im really happy about it.  
          Hes so funny and I know he really likes me as much as I like him. We spend at least 4 nights a week together, and I don't get annoyed or sick of him at all. We bicker back and forth a little bit but the only time I think we were angry at each other he just stopped me while we were walking to my car and was like "Can we just stop being mad." I said yes, and we kissed and just got over it. It was sooooo perfect. Then when I asked him why he just decided to say that he said "I just said to myself 'your being dumb, you like this girl too much to be mad.'" SOOOOO CUTE! 
In Other News....
           SEX AND THE CITY MOVIE WAS AMAZING!!!!!!! It was at least 100 times better then I expected, and I had pretty high expectations. The roommates all went together last night at midnight. One roommate who I will just call.... jerkface.... yea, jerkface works. Well jerkface and I were at home the other night when she stopped me on my way out and was really upset talking about how the other girls all just left to go somewhere and didnt invite her. Ummmm okay, they didn't invite me either, it was more of a like im going here, and then people just chimmed in and wanted to go too. Well I told her I thought she was making something out of NOTHING and that she should have just asked where they were going or ask to go herself. Well I thought she was being sincer and really wanted to just hang out with us all more so I made sure to invite her to the sex and the city movie premire the next night. This is our convo...
Me: We are going to the Sex and the City movie tomarrow at midnight so if no one talks to you about it before then just know you are more then welcome to go.
Jerkface: Yea, I really wanna go.
Me: Okay we are going to preorder our tickets... Do you want us to get you one?
JF: Yea, Im going to see if Surabhi wants to go too. 
Me: Okay just let me know if she wants us to get her a ticket.
And that was it...... until the next night.
I eventually call her.....
Me: Hey, what time are you going to  be home? We were thinking about leaving about 1030pm.
JF: Oh.... Im in livona for the night, im not going to go.
Me: You told me to order you tickets before hand. When were you going to tell me you wernt going?
JF: Well I said I was going to ask Surabhi to go....
WTF!!!!! AHHHH just because you say you are going to ask her does mean you are not going if she doesn't. She fucking told me to order her a ticket. Im done trying to be on her side. That was just sooo inconsiderate. She wasn't even going to call and cancel. I told all the other girls "you know Jerkface was a little upset last night and felt left out so we need to all make a little more of an effort to make her feel included. Well whatever, im done. How can you say all the stupid stuff then turn around and just blow everyone off. Shes just lucky we hadn't order the tickets yet cause I would have made her pay me back.
Future forcast....
             I work a meet this weekend, so im pretty excited about it! other then that I start camp on June 7th and and Victoria secret is a lot of fun. Right now I have 3 jobs, and im still broke, lol. I need to start budgeting better. Thats all.

 

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Doing well [16 Apr 2008|12:22pm]
[ mood | content ]

 Todays top story....
 
Its official. I have a boyfriend. Hes nice, and funny, and cute, and although we jumped into the "girlfriend/boyfriend" thing a little sooner then i expected Im happy about it. 
Moving on...
Formal!!!! Im SOOO pumped! I had my heart set on this blue dress hannah wore, but unfortunatly I dont have the boobs to fill it out so it just looks like it  hangs on me :( so I have to settle with my pink one, or this cute black one thats angis. Either way it'll be fun. 
No drama to report on my end. I am getting along with everyone at this point. For a few people it takes a little more effort on my part not to punch them in their face, but id rather not fight. Everythings going to good right now to ruin it by hating some dumb bitch who may or may not be a roommate of mine. I swear if you dont walk on eggshells the entire time your around her she starts to hate you. Living with her was the WROST idea ever. It did bring me 4 other amazing roommates though. 
In other news....
I plan on working out. I have to. I feel like the laziest person alive, I do NOTHING all the time. I need to step my game up in a lot of areas. One being school. I want to do REALLY well on my lab exam today and then ace the final so I can sneak by with a C in the stupid Earth Science class. I HATE THIS CLASS. Its only a 100 level class and the prof thinks he needs to give us the hardest exams Ive ever taken. I absolutely hate earth science. Its the only thing i struggle in. I love physics. Bio was fun, plus i got a date out of taking that class. Chem is okay, but Earth science SUCKS! AHHHH I hate it. I know i can manage a C but I would really be disapointed because if I just went to class more I would do better.
I guess thats all I have to say for now. my boring drama free life. But I would much rather have no drama. Its nice being more involved in Brett Micheals drama on VH1 then my own.

Thats all...

4 gangstas| feelin thugish?

So theres a new boy..... [08 Apr 2008|10:24am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

 I had such a good date last night. Weve been hanging out for a while and its been awesome. I dont even know where to start. He's funny and so nice. I embarass myself constantly in front of him, and he doesnt notice. Lets go down the list...
While at the movies my foot fell asleep so i tripped down the stairs and was like "oh shit!" really loud in the quiet theater during the movie....
When i came back I sat down next to him an tried to move and make myself comfertable but failed miserably after SLAPPING HIM IN THE FACE..... yea..... his face was by my hand.... it was terrible.
Last night I spilled dressing on myself.
When walking in the park (yes, we walked in the park) I screamed and freaked out thinking it was a bear or some homeless killer when really it was just a kid skateboarding.
I dont know why, but i definatly have NO game whatsoever. But he still just tells me how im awesome and unpredictable and funny. I like him a lot. 
Im so glad. So on to our date...
We went to dinner. it was good. Were a cute couple. 
We went back to his house so he could add me on facebook, lol. 
We went to the park to walk around.... Then this loud bear noise came out of no where. He pulled out his ninja sword to protect me, but it turned out to just be some kid. We kissed on this really romantic gazebo thing on the river.
We went to two other bars. 
It was sooo awesome. Such a good date. I like him a lot. 
He says super cheesey things that I normally just hate and would laugh at if it was any other person, but from him its sooo cute and i just love it. Hes the first person in a long time the I actually like a lot. Enough to write about him in my livejournal anyway. Here is just one of the super cute things that was said on our date last night.....
Him: You should feel lucky. I dont do this dating thing that often with girls.
Me: Whatever, you should feel lucky. 
Him: I do feel lucky. Your pretty and your funny, normally you just get one or the other.

Sooooo cute, and soooo not like me to buy into the stuff, but i totally am :)

Thats all

feelin thugish?

[12 Feb 2008|10:00pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Its the same thing over and over again. I go to Theos, hes there, he starts flirting and saying cute things, he asks me to go home with him, and we talk. We dont do anything but cuddle and talk. Theres always that 'oh were drunk and should wait till were sober' line said by one of us, but we continue our discussion anyway because we both know we wont talk about anything like this if were sober. Its the same thing over and over but i feel completely different today. Yea, I thought about it like all day, but I wasnt stressed, or distracted, just thinking. 
I usually go home and think of all the things I wanted to say, and questions I wished I was brave enough to ask, but this time was different. I asked the usual questions about how he was feeling about us, how he was feeling about me, and blah blah blah, but I also asked about everything else I wanted to know about. We talked for a REALLY long time and I was drunk, but I've decided to include some of my favorite quotes from the convo to sum things up.

Me: Do you think shes prettier then me?
Him: No
Me: Do you like her more then you like me?
Him: No, I bearly talk to her.
Me: I dont care if you talk to her everyday, as long as you know im prettier, and like me more thats all I care about.
(I then get up and walk out of the room for no reason, I just thought it was time for a dramatic exit)
Later....
Me: Was she really a stalker and call you 20 times in one day?
Him: No, she never called me more then 5 time in one day.
Me: Thats still a lot. Maybe she was obsessed with you.
Him: I think she was just obsessed with everything she liked.
Me: Yea, like my ex boyfriends. That hoes got me 2 and 0.
HAHAHAHA
Still later......
Me: Are you glad we had this talk?
Him: No.
Me: "Good, im glad your pissed. (ackward silence) ... I feel great." 

:-)

1 gangsta| feelin thugish?

[04 Jun 2007|04:16pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]

Todays top story....
So theres this boy. He sees me at the bar  a while ago and says "do you still like me? cause I still like you." What do I say in return.... "please dont tell me this unless you mean it, its not a game to me and it hurts when you change your mind." but he continues, and says he still cares about me and blah blah blah, how he cant control how hes going to feel in the future, but he does still like me and whatever else bullshit he can come up with.  Well I tell him I dont want a boyfriend but that I do still care about him. He starts calling every day, I stay at his house about once a week. We get along, and soon i am once again in that place where he pretty much controls my emotions. Weather or not my night goes well depends on weather or not he calls, and I begin to want to hang out every couple of days because I miss him.
For a while we were both on the same page. Then theres Saturday....
He comes over, plays cards, and leaves. In my mind If someone is talking to you on a daily (ish) basis, and you stayed at his house 3 nights ago, then its more then a friendship. I wanted to see what was going on.... so I called after he left... The conversation went pretty much as follows.....
Me: Whats going on? Im really frustrated and confused, and I don't know what you want.
Him: What are you trying to say?
Me: You tell me you care about me, and that you miss me and still like me and whatever, and then just now when you come over you act like you just wanna be friends.
Him: (exact quote) "Kim, I told you that like a month ago."
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT! I literally just stayed at his house like 3 nights ago and your still calling or txting me pretty much everyday! So just because its been a month, and youve been acting the same damn way the whole time, until tonight im just supossed to know that you arn't intereated anymore?!?!?!?!!?!?!?
Me: You cant just change your feelings and not tell me. I dont know whats going on through your head, and if you tell me you care about me, then change your mind you need to tell me....... So what are you saying? that you once again dont have any feelings for me and want to be just friends.
Him: yea
Me: I told you not to do this when you frist said that you cared, and you just did. I was over it, and now Ive developed feelings for you and youve just hurt me again. If all you want is just friends then Im going to need like 3 weeks without you calling or tlaking to me so i can get over this.
Him: okay.
And that was it. I havent heard from him since Saturday. I cannot beleive he is such an ass. Not one word of comfert throughout the whole conversation. It was like he was trying to hurt my feelings. My whole view of him has changed. He's not a nice guy at all. Hes a complete asshole, and it makes me sick to my stomach to think that I could care for someone like him. Once again he just decided to play games and hurt me, and now doesnt even care. The 3 week thing isn't just so I could get over him, It was also my way of just erasing him from my life all together. I really dont want to even be friends with someone who could be so hurtful.
But other then that we had an amazing house a roo that night. We hung out with the neighbors and some other people. I was up until 4am, then after I went to bed I guess I missed the spin the bottle game everyone else played until 6am. After everything that happend I had a really good night, and I think its going to be a lot easier to move on this time cause I dont have this nice guy image in my head anymore, which is a good thing.
Thats all :)

3 gangstas| feelin thugish?

[17 May 2007|12:43pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

So.... things are different. I have been pretty good lately. I dropped my EDPS class. It was just too much for me. I would rather work more hours and then takeit in the Fall and do better. Math has gone a lot better then i expected. I have been cooking for myself. You might as well just call me Betty Crocker. I made amazing speghetti last night. It had meat and mushrooms and all. I also bought kiwis for myself to eat! Save a lot Is a GREAT store. I want to go work out today sooooo bad, but everyone is too busy, or not answering. Ill go by myself, I just know its going to take me a LONG time to get myself up and ready to leave.
I went with ashlee yesterday to apply for jobs. I dont NEED a job, but it would be nice to have another one to take up a little of my spare time. O find i get a lot more dont when im busier. Im working the hoedown this weekend! im so excited! 17 bucks an hour to sit around and passo ut advil samples! Other then that its pretty much all the same. Still single, by choice. I have oppertunities to be with someone, but I am just not interested in the whole relationship thing yet.
I guess thats all i have to say...
~me

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[02 Apr 2007|04:19pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Okay, I feel like i got nothing done today. I did get some stuff done that i wanted to, but i still just feel so lazy. It sucks. Things have been weird lately. I went from feeling really good about a lot of things to just ok. I am not depressed or anything, but im definatly not super happy like i normally am. I think its because i went to chicago all weekend and ate junk food, and didn't work out once.
I worked out today, and am going to work out everyday for the rest of this week. My internet is finally up and running which is a plus. Also we have been rehersing for the variety show for greek week and its sooo cute. I love it. My room is huge and purple, which is also good.
My money situation has been kinda tight which is a bummer, and i have a big project due on the 11 that i really need to get a head start on. I got an 88%  on my earth science test, which i thought i for sure didnt get higher than a C.
I guess im just mopey today. To add to my list of good is that EJ is coming here on wednesday. I really miss him. I dont know if its that i really miss him, or that i just miss someone to cuddle with and stuff, but i think its a little bit of both.
other then that nothing really has been going on. EJ's sisters wedding is coming up. Im a little nervous to be hanging out with his family again, but he said they never say anything bad about me and still like me, so i guess ill be ok, plus i  got a really cute dress to wear!
thats all i guess...
~me

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A little too desprate.... [07 Mar 2007|07:46pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | American Idol ]

The Recap on last weeks story....
So my weekend with EJ didnt go quite as planned. I just dont know how i feel about him anymore. Its like, I look back and see how much i used to love him and how he was all i though about, and i just dont have those feelings anymore. I really want them back because i know he really likes me, and would start treating better then he used too, but i just dont know right now.

Todays top story...
Phone Rings...
Lynn: Hello?
Me: Hi there miss. "just because you gave him your phone number doesnt mean hes gunna ask you to hang out!" Guess who was wrong!
Lynn: Yea, and now you called to tell me that hes too desprate, and you dont like him anymore.
OMG I love my sister.....
ROTC was in the pool this morning when I was guarding, and one of the guys came and asked for my number. He was cute, and in ROTC, and looked pretty good in his bathingsuit so I gave it to him.. I called my sister to tell her and was super excited. Well.... Then he texted me in less then an hour from the time I gave him my number. He wanted me to go out with him and his friends tonight to hang out and play cards. Well, I may not be an expert at this, but isn't there like a 3 day rule or something? I said I would go, and we texted back and forth all day, but the more and more I thought about it, I thought it was a bad idea. I mean... I dont know this guy, and sure hes in ROTC, super cute, had a nice body, and made me laugh a little, but come on. I need a little bit of a challenge. Girls (or at least me) want what they cant have, or at least need to work a little bit for it. If its that easy, then i dont want it. Which sucks, cause he may  have been really fun. Well I decided that even though he seemed a little too interested for my taste, I was going to go out with him anyway....
But then.....
I was reminded that tonight theres KIOSK painting in my sorority.... Now even though i wasnt that psyced to go in the first place, now im REALLY bummed out cause I cant go no matter what now. And when I texted him to let him know I couldnt go anymore I think he was a little mad, and i dont think i will be hearing from him anytime soon. And he had such a cute name too...
Oh well...

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just an update :) [22 Feb 2007|07:06pm]
[ mood | lazy ]

So everything has been really good latly. I think ive been making a lot of good decisions about a lot of things. I dont go out and party really at all, and im okay with it. I have A's in all my classes, and more then enough time to get everything done. Even though I work two jobs, and even though im doing good in school its cause im working my butt off. I love being busy. But spring break will be nice
I dont really have any plans except that im going to ferris to see EJ this weekend.
Which leads me into the main topic....
The List:
My idea. and I think its a pretty good one. We are both listing all the things we dont like, or want to change about the other person. Then we are going to go over them together this weekend and figure out what we both need to do if we want to get back together. Not right away, but this summer when he'll be working in ann arbor. There is obviously chemistry between us, but we fight all the time, and its all about little things that are fixable. this way we can decide if its worth it for us to give it another try this summer when we both wont be 3 hours away from each other.
I was a little nervous because i know that it wont be the same. both of us have changed, but im starting to think it will be ok. Hes kinda backing off and not calling me everyday like he normally does. We havent been fighting at all, and i dont think its going to be one of those things where we jump right back into a relationship. I want to be single, and i know i said the same thing when i went to school, but i think im ready now to be single for a while. I need some time to myself, im doing better right now then i have been in a long time. Im focused, and really doing good for myself. Ive been working out almost everyday, doing cardio crunches and swimming laps. Its great. Ive lost over 5 pounds. Im working more, cuase i can cover more morning shifts because i dont go out and get drunk as much as i did. Not even on the weekend. I just dont feel like partying all the time. Once a week or so is more then enough. I guess thats all li can talk about for now.
~me

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mostly boy stuff... [07 Feb 2007|08:48pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Me: Guess what i did today!
Tiff: what?
Me: Broke up with matt
Tiff: Finally!
me: smile

Matt and I broke up yesterday. It was kinda weird. I kinda just always thought that he was too busy for me, and i was slowly just kinda getting sick of the whole having a boyfriend thing. Plus it was getting to the point where you start to know a person better, and all the things you never noticed before really started to bug you. It was like I would find any excuse to pick fights with him. And finally I realized that when I got off work or school id find myself trying to make excuses not to call him. I would feel bad after a while and end up just calling because i didnt want him to think i hated him or anything. Hes a nice guy, but hes just a little different then i thought. I had this vision in my head of what i thought he was like when we started dating, and it was really good for a while, but for the past 3 weeks (ish) all i was doing was complaining about him. Hes just.... aggravating, and not the type that EJ, or Billy were, where i was just drawn to it, and didnt mind them being dumb boys so much. He was like annoying aggravating. When i asked him what he wanted, if he just wanted to break up, or whatever he said "i think you just like me more then i like you" lol.... ummm whatever you say buddy. So i was just like "oh ok, yea i understand" and a bunch of stuff like that. I figure that way when he looks back on it maybe he'll feel like it was more his fault/idea, and not mine. That way i dont have to feel so bad, plus hes a good guy, and i figure he deserves and ego boost. As for me and EJ, or any other guys for that matter, im kinda done with the whole dating thing. I like EJ and everything, but im just sick of guys all together. I just need a little time to myself to decide what I want.

In other news....
Im going to South Carolina next weekend! with missy and aunt mona and my mom! I cant wait!
I got MAL! Im so excited!
I found a place to live next year!
Im just doing really good right now. :)
~me

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[29 Nov 2006|05:56pm]
[ mood | calm ]

What type of person do you attract?
Your Result: You attract Yuppies!

You attract the very well-dressed, job oriented type of people. They usually have their finances together, are 'middle of the road' on most topics, generally happy with the 'main-stream' of things. If it is stability you are after, these are good people to attract, if you seek adventure, it may be time for an overhaul.

You attract geeks!
You attract artsy people!
You attract rednecks!
You attract unstable people!
You attract models!
What type of person do you attract?
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You paid attention during 69% of high school!

68-84% Pretty good, you know that there are libraries and newspapers, and you remember what you've read. You were a child that wasn't left behind!

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Your Language Arts Grade: 98%

Way to go! You know not to trust the MS Grammar Check and you know "no" from "know." Now, go forth and spread the good word (or at least, the proper use of apostrophes).

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just an update... [25 Nov 2006|05:33pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Todays Top Story.....
my Birthday was amazing! I can buy beer now! so excited! the night before my borthday Tiffany bought my a box of wine, and i got super drunk and somehow ended up sticking my head out the sunroof and cutting my chin while headbanging.... sunday night i had the whole family dinner thing. it was nice, and we had fried chicken, which is always good. My mom got me a north face coat, and this presents decoration thing for my apartment, and a barbie orniment (which i get every year) My sister got me a hat that i plan on returning. and a CHRISTMAS TREE!!!! my cousins got me a gift certificate, and g-pa got me a gift certificate also. Hannah got my body spray and lotion and stuff. My brother is taking me and my sister out for our birthdays later on this month, and erin got my pistons tickets. Then i went home and had a dance party with my roomate. Monday i went to Theos and had soooo much fun. all and all is was a pretty good birthday! Break was really fun. I wish i could stay home longer, but I missed matt, and my friends at school. plus i dont have a bed to sleep in at home, so it kinda sucks. My cousins were all there. i didnt see my brother much, and i didnt see my sister at all. mostly just my mom and erin, I went to a Pistons game with erin tom and ryan. I hung out with Krissy. It was nice being home for more then just one night. but im glad to be back. Last night I got home and cleaned my room a little, then went to matts. I went shopping today and got a really cute pair of jeans and a belt, everything was 50% off at Aeropostal! i was pretty excited.
 
Todays Forcast....
My roomate is at work for the rest of the day, and all my friends are at home i discovered, so i guess im just catching up on some homework for the rest of the day. which i guess is a good idea, since i have a little more then i thought.

Future forcast....
I need to finish my christmas shopping, i am almost done. I got my mom, hannah missy and erin done. i think im getting a movie for my brother, my sister i have no idea. and everyone else.... no clue. at all. hopefully i think of something, but i have a lot more done then i usually do at this point. 
I guess thats all i have to say.
~me

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[13 Nov 2006|02:02pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Your Birthdate: November 19

You are resilient, and no doubt your resilience has already been tested.
You've had some difficult experiences in your life, but you are wise from them.
Having had to grow up quickly, you tend to discount the advice of others.
You tend to be a loner, having learned that the only person you can depend on is yourself.

Your strength: Well developed stability and confidence

Your weakness: Suspicion of others

Your power color: Eggplant

Your power symbol: Spade

Your power month: October

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just an update.... [06 Nov 2006|02:43pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Todays Top Story....

So im really really excited about my birthday! Its only 13 days away! My plans are as follows.... Go to the bar saturday night at 12, get shit faced. Go home sunday afternoon, do laundry and have a family dinner and get all my gifts! YAY. do some homework sunday night, prolly not go to meeting because I have my family dinner! Then on monday ill prolly go to Theos! I cant wait! I was never really that excited, but now that its getting closer im starting to think about it!

In other news...
I have sports tonight, which is always a good time. Im starting to think that maybe doing soccar and football may have been a bad idea for me. Its hard work to go from one game right to the next. I think i should have just done soccar, cause it would have been better.
Other then that, IM GOING HOME TOMARROW! Just so i can vote. and if your not voting then you should be ashamed of yourself! This is important, and you should want to be a part of it. Im driving home 40 minutes just so i can vote, so if i hear anyone say "its not a big deal"  ill prolly just punch you in the face, cause it is a big deal!
Enough ranting...

Future Forcast....
Im guessing things will start getting a little less stressful. We have another recruitment coming up, which should be fun. Initiation is this weekend, so im excited about that. I am subbing a bit more at work so i have more hours. And midterms are over... so thats another weight off my sholders.  My skin however, is breaking out, 'I week' is this week, so i have something every night, and I have been really whiney lately because ive either been sick, hurt, or exausted. so i guess things are pretty much 50/50....

My sister wants me to go to minnesota to help my Grandma into a nurseing home. I dont want to go because i know my grandma will probably just tell me what a horrible person iam, and that im never going to amount to anything, and just talk about how amazing my little brother is (yea, you know, the one who barely graduated high school, and has been arrested how many times? i lost count.) I think shes mad cause im not going. but I want to be with my mom, she'll prolly be alone, and thats sad. Also If i go out there it will just make me miss my dad more then i already have been, Its like ive been thinking about him non-stop, which is so stupid. I feel like its just an excuse to feel bad for myself and i tell myself to suck it up, but its just hard. I used to be able to talk to sarah about it because she has gone through kinda the same thing, but shes not around that much anymore, and no one else really understands.... I don't know why its bothering me so much lately, but it is. I guess im just asking everyone who reads this to just be patent with me if I get moody or snappy or anything. I know its been 5 years, but just thinking about how long its been makes me even more depressed. Im not like this all the time, and its not like im sitting around all the time crying, its just when the holidays are around i get a little depressed, so just bare with me.
Thats all

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[15 Oct 2006|08:24pm]
Everything lately has been perfect. i love the way everything is going. I have to catch up on homework, and i missed my class on friday which was prolly a big mistake. but other then that everything is great. Im just really happy :)
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[02 Oct 2006|02:45pm]
Im just waiting for class to start and im bored. I really dont want to go home next weekend, but if i dont itll just cause another fight. but i might only have to go for one night. which will be nice. I have to go home the weekend after also which is erins birthday... But i want to go home for that so its not a problem.
Everything else has been good. im freaking out because school is stressing me out, but thats old news. This week is especially stessful though. I have an exam tomarrow at 11am another one at 3 on wednesday, for chemistry, which i love so its ok. and then my physics exam is on friday at 11....
Sorority has been amazing, we got 4 new girls from recruitment, and i love all of them! they fit in so perfectly. i dont think we could have made better choices. All the drama is pretty much done and overwith. And even though this and next week is so packed that i wont have much time to myself i am still really excited.
My roommate and i are really starting to get along better. Were have a bonding night on wednesday. Were just going to hate boys and drink wine all night long. lol.
Ok well i should prolly start walking to class.
~Me
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[23 Sep 2006|11:11am]
[ mood | groggy ]
[ music | Greys anatomy ]

Last night was amazing. I had such a good time. Tiff's was so much fun! drinking wine is my new favorite thing to do. that and watching greys anatomy. I have to go to the football game and set up a table for the sorority, but so far i have no idea what time to be there, where to go, whos setting up.... its just a little frustrating. but its ok. last night was good, and i think everythings going to be a little simpler. and im really excited.....

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Worst Day Ever. [18 Sep 2006|04:29pm]
[ mood | angry ]

Sooo my day has gone something like this....

10am woke up to go to class at 11. Thanks EMU for making parking miserable. Walked across campus to class, got there on time.
Class went by pretty quick which was nice.

This is where it all starts....
Got outside, and it was pouring rain... "Good thing i brought my umbrella" I thought to myself, whipping it out and feeling pretty satisfied. Oh but wait... As soon as i put it up the wind blows and just like in one of those movies my umbrella flips inside out! great! and this is just in time for it to start pouring. So i walk to the rec to wait for tiffany so we can workout. I get there and realize that my clothes i brought to work out in are now soaking wet because my bag is so wet.
I decided to just take a break, skip working out and go home. i tried taking a nap, didnt work, so i just watched TV.
Went back to school and it seemed like things might be getting better... The class was going by quick, the rain slowed down, and i was going to go shopping because my financial aid was supossed to come in today.  I went to the ATM in Mark J becuase thats the only free one i know for my eagle card and when i try to check my balence it keeps trying to print it out on a recepit for me, but theres no ink.... so theres no way i am going to be able to check my balance. I call eagle one.... MY FINANCIAL AID IS STILL NOT THERE!!!!!!
I leave class, get to CVS (My idea of classy shopping these days) and i realize i forgot my purse... So i dont even have cash to shop.
I come back home about to rip my hair out and call the finaid office. Since i have already paid for my tuition they have to wait to refund me the money, which takes longer...
Now im here pissed off, and not feeling good. This is seriously one if the worst days i have had in a long time.
~me

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[13 Sep 2006|09:11pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Sooo i have no idea whats going on. The strike might be over, it might still be going on. who knows. Do i go to class tomarrow... I dont know. I guess ill just show up. I have work tonight. Haveing work just ruins my whole day. its like all i think about. I could be haveing a great day, then i just think... "man... i gotta work tonight." its not like i work for that long, but its just so shitty to have to be up until 2am. I have to quit. anything would be better then what im doing right now. schools been okay. i like my classes, so thats nice. but everything else is kinda going down hill. Ive been working out, so hopefully that will help to cheer me up. Oh well.
Thats all for now.
~me

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school [05 Sep 2006|11:43am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

so schools starting tomarrow, and im really excited! i love my apartment, and even though im living by myself at the moment because my roommate hasnt moved in im still really busy, and its not like i spend all my time there, and i kinda like being by myself.

On the whole being single subject.... i love it. I thought i would be so loney and miss EJ all the time. I do miss him, but i like being just friends, and not worrying about spending to much time with my friends and him getting jelous because we cant talk all the time. I just dont have time for a boyfriend once school starts if i wanna spend as much time on school as i planned. my internet is still not working, so i have to go to the library all the time, but its ok. i dont really mind, this way i can get more library hours.
I start work today from 7-11pm, im sure it wont be too bad. I work again on wednesday and on thursday from 11pm until 2am, which is pretty shitty, but at least i dont have to come in until 11 so i have all night to do whatever i want. thats all i have to write at the moment, i have a busy day...
~me

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